Sunday, July 7, 2013

Valued



All my life I view myself as a midget. A wallflower. An ordinary person. One of the audience. A commoner. But these people reminded me that I'm NOT.

Personalized Birthday cards, Christmas cards, Love letters, and even just ordinary letters.. name it all. 


They may be just written on ordinary unscented paper, but what's inside are expensive stuffs.. Too expensive that even the richest man can't afford. Some of them are ages old. And some were lost (thanks to my short term memory loss.. but i swear i compiled it somewhere). But the value never fades. Its still priceless. Whenever I'm down or having a bad day, just a glance to these letters and I'm into myself again. They're my self esteem booster.




I don't know what they saw in me, but hell yeah! THEY ADMIRE ME. THE IMPERFECT ME. All my crazy stuffs, all my b*llsh*ts in life. They accept me for who i am. I must have done something right that God gave me these lovely people around me. And I won't get tired of saying and expressing how thankful and blessed I am because of them in my life. :) 

To these very important people in my life.....

Thank you for believing in me. For the encouragement, for your cheers, for your compliments and for your understanding.. Thanks for doing these things. The things that I can't sometimes give to myself.

Thank You from the bottom of my heart, intestines, and hypothalamus.

PS: this is not a suicidal note. I'm just so overwhelmed of these letters.  :)

Friday, June 7, 2013

Finally!

Being in this course is never easy. It was Never easy. I couldn't believe i was able to get through all the obstacles.. maybe not on the front line, but hey! I'm one of the 128 pharmacy students who survived from a 4 year battle.


I'm really speechless/thankful/shocked when i saw this reminder from Strepsils attached on my test paper during the judgement day.. I was really into tears as i hugged my teacher. Im really thankful and blessed to be able to graduate on time in this bloodsucking course. it all sank into me when i receive my diploma last May 31, 2013.


Everybody was there. My family and friends. I really felt so special on that day. Blessed, thankful, and lucky to be able to walk on stage and receive that white rolled paper tied with a yellow ribbon given to me by our own Augustinian friar (with a smile on his face)




Being able to render a song to my fellow graduate during our Baccalaureate Night was such an honor for me.    Seeing those proud faces of my parents gave me that sense of fulfillment  within me. I think i'm ready to depart this world (haha) . Not to mention that special message given to me by a special unknown fan of mine. haha ..Thank you for appreciating my talent whoever you are. May God bless u always :)




I say thank you to my friends (XENOZ) who played a big part in this journey of mine. My feelings for you guyz are beyond words. Thank you..



To my PPGs (Powerpuff Girls) who patiently listen to my never changing love confessions and self discouragements.. Thanks for always believing in me. Thanks for believing in my capabilities. You believe me more than i believe myself. You admire me more than i admire myself.. Thank u for making me feel that i'm more than what i thought i am. 



To my '05 Family whose always been there since day 1 of my college life. Thanks for making me feel so valued and important. Thanks for believing in me. Thanks for treating me like  a princess when others made me feel like a damsel in distress.. i love you guys. 






to my ever crazy tribemates who shared their 4 years of crazy life with me. Thank you. 


to Lolo Amin and Lola Laida who came all the way from Sipalay just to attend my special day . Thank you for all ur support and prayers.


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To Lolo Gor(+) and Lola Z, you were my inspirations. Thank you for believing in me... You are my treasures.


To my family, who were my strength , and inspiratiom.. Thank u a bunch for all the sacrifice and support .. (ok, this made me sob)

to my cousins, who keep me well entertained all the time ,thank u :)


to my ever energetic and beyond normal herd.. Thank you for believing in me. ur the best. In another life, I'll still choose u guyz to be my family.


and to God Almighty who never fails to surprise me. I'm speechless Lord. When there's seems to be no way out, You made a way for me. I have countless words to say but those words just cant satisfy my feelings towards you. Thank You Lord. Favorite mo gid ko ya :)

im just so chubby here (shootmenow)



this ones better :)
                                   
                 

I won't reach this point in my life without you. I will always be grateful, thankful and blessed to have you. Someday, i'll make it up to you :) Thank you from the bottom of my hypothalamus :D